South Carolina.
Aug. 17th, 2006 | 12:33 am
I Am: hotel room
I Feel:
depressed
I'm Listning To: pieces - sum41
DAY 1-
Okay - So we we left Cincinnati around... 11am? Yeah I think thats when. Anyways... Yeah so we drove for a couple hours then around lunch time we stopped at somewhere to eat lunch. Mhmm. Lunch. How intresting?! Okay then we went back to the rode... I listened to my iPod for probably 8 hours striaght. THANK GOD FOR MUSIC. Around 10pm we were almost to the coast of South Carolina so we stopped for dinner at a Waffle house! hahah. It was in the pure ghetto so after we went straight to find a hotel in Colombia South Carolina. We actually ended up finding one that was really nice. At the hotel I ran on the tredmil for half an hour & got on their computer for aboutt..... like... 20 minutes? Yeah then we went to sleeeeeeeeeep.
DAY 2-
okay so when we woke up we went down stairs and had breakfast then packed all our stuff back in the car. We left there and headed for Charlston South Carolina. GASP! Yeah so I slept like.. more than half the time... hahah. Im such a bum. But we got there around 11am. We went to the holiday inn hotel and reserved a room or whatever the fuck the drove all around the islands. Kiawah island.. damn its pretty :[ and omg.. the ocean is like WOAHH DOGG pretty. hehe. Yeah we went to a uhm.. place.. to eat lunch and it was gross. I ate like 3 bites of macaroni and thats it. Okay so afterwards we went to our hotel [4pm] checked in and got all unpacked. of coarse right away i got in my bikini and went swimming in the ocean. there was a butload of waves and they were semi-big too. tehehe. then we went on the pierre [spelling??] and chilled there for a few. afterwards we drove around town for like 45 minutes and decided to go to a pizza place for dinner. OH MY GOD AM I HAPPY WE WENT THERE. there was the SEXIEST guy ever serving us. he was about... 14 or 15... OH DIO MIO... i thought i could eat him up. OMG he was so hot... with pretty skater hair.. and DAMN.. i couldnt stop staring at him... seriously i coulent.. heheh well to get to the point.. I LOVE THAT SEXY PIZAA BOY. after pizza all of us went to go see some lighthouse.. but turns out you werent allowed to go see it.. hmm.. so thats why you turn back and go to the hotel.... dad and i went swimming in the pooool. YEYYSHH. okay so now were all sitting in our room here like... and its 10:20pm. Cyeah. Badass. theres police like all voer outside! wtf! yea maybe theres a crocidle or somehting!? who knows. but im gonna go and try to find out HOW TO GET THIS INTERNET FUCKING WORKIGN! okiee? bye.
DAY 3-
uhmm we woke up like at 7 and looked at dolipins in the ocean.. then at 8 we left the hotel looking for "shoneys" to eat breakfast. you know how i said we left at 8? well we didnt get to shoneys till 9. we were SOO lost.. its not even funny. so yeah we ate at shoneys then went downtown carleston south carolina. we saw all thesse monuments.. the bay... these war ships.. submaries.. all kindsa shit. we came back to the hotel and i put pictures online. then we went swimming and well.. i was out where all teh big big waves were and my gmaw was liek "OIEFIUFIYEGYU! GET AWAY. COME IN. YOUR GONNA DROWN". so i got bitchy. stopped swimming. and just layed out for a long time. and i didnt get any tanner. damnit. we came up stairs ang kinda chilled for an hour. brett & dad went to the fishin dock but mum and i went looking at stores. i went in a surfer store. a skater store. and suvenior shops. there was the really pretty guy with a nirvana shirt on... YUM YUM. yeah so then i ate subway and we went to the fishing dock with dad and brett. omg like 4 people caught sharks.... some stingray.. and fishies.. DUUUDE ON THE FREAKKING FISHING DOCK THERE WAS THE SEXIEST GUY EVER. HE WAS A SURFER.. ABOUT 14... AND WEARING A "NOFX" SHIRT. DAMN SEXXY. i wanted him. ahhaha. okay im going insane with all these sexy guys down here. EEK! so yeah the we went back to the hotel around.. 10... now im here. YEY?! okay yeah ill be on myspace the rest of the night.
DAY 4-
uhmm for breakfast we went to the "lost dog" cafe. it was really cute.. had so many dog pics and stuff. hardley ate there tho because i didnt like the kind of food they had. to much weird sounding stuff. then we pretty much just drove around all day. kinda boring? yeah. i know. so we came back to the place thing.. hotel.. and we were looking at shells on the beach.. and i went under the pier and i found one burried in the sand. MG it was HUGEE! its one of those shells that if u put ur ear to it... well u can ehear the ocean.. anyways. its like 3 times the size of my hand! yeah so we all came back to the hotel and showered then wen out to dinner. we had dinner st some piratey place! like everything in theere was real pirate stuff!! like seriously!! pirate coians.. guns.. etc. and omg my mean was huge. like i had... crab soup / spagetti / 2 things of bread / crem brule [spelling?] yeah i felt so sick.. i threw up a little.. but oh well... then we went and got my uncle some corona.. haha.. we came back to the hotel and i had like 3 hours to myself.. YEY everyone was doenstairs getting drunk while i sat upstairs on the computer. and now.. im here.. typing this... omg brett is so fucking drunk its kinda funny.. and dads sitting on the balcony getting drunk.. wow.. dude i wonder what corona tastes like. i wannnt someeeeeeeeeee. haha but im not going to. because im good. lol. well yeah ill type more tomorrow.
Okay - So we we left Cincinnati around... 11am? Yeah I think thats when. Anyways... Yeah so we drove for a couple hours then around lunch time we stopped at somewhere to eat lunch. Mhmm. Lunch. How intresting?! Okay then we went back to the rode... I listened to my iPod for probably 8 hours striaght. THANK GOD FOR MUSIC. Around 10pm we were almost to the coast of South Carolina so we stopped for dinner at a Waffle house! hahah. It was in the pure ghetto so after we went straight to find a hotel in Colombia South Carolina. We actually ended up finding one that was really nice. At the hotel I ran on the tredmil for half an hour & got on their computer for aboutt..... like... 20 minutes? Yeah then we went to sleeeeeeeeeep.
DAY 2-
okay so when we woke up we went down stairs and had breakfast then packed all our stuff back in the car. We left there and headed for Charlston South Carolina. GASP! Yeah so I slept like.. more than half the time... hahah. Im such a bum. But we got there around 11am. We went to the holiday inn hotel and reserved a room or whatever the fuck the drove all around the islands. Kiawah island.. damn its pretty :[ and omg.. the ocean is like WOAHH DOGG pretty. hehe. Yeah we went to a uhm.. place.. to eat lunch and it was gross. I ate like 3 bites of macaroni and thats it. Okay so afterwards we went to our hotel [4pm] checked in and got all unpacked. of coarse right away i got in my bikini and went swimming in the ocean. there was a butload of waves and they were semi-big too. tehehe. then we went on the pierre [spelling??] and chilled there for a few. afterwards we drove around town for like 45 minutes and decided to go to a pizza place for dinner. OH MY GOD AM I HAPPY WE WENT THERE. there was the SEXIEST guy ever serving us. he was about... 14 or 15... OH DIO MIO... i thought i could eat him up. OMG he was so hot... with pretty skater hair.. and DAMN.. i couldnt stop staring at him... seriously i coulent.. heheh well to get to the point.. I LOVE THAT SEXY PIZAA BOY. after pizza all of us went to go see some lighthouse.. but turns out you werent allowed to go see it.. hmm.. so thats why you turn back and go to the hotel.... dad and i went swimming in the pooool. YEYYSHH. okay so now were all sitting in our room here like... and its 10:20pm. Cyeah. Badass. theres police like all voer outside! wtf! yea maybe theres a crocidle or somehting!? who knows. but im gonna go and try to find out HOW TO GET THIS INTERNET FUCKING WORKIGN! okiee? bye.
DAY 3-
uhmm we woke up like at 7 and looked at dolipins in the ocean.. then at 8 we left the hotel looking for "shoneys" to eat breakfast. you know how i said we left at 8? well we didnt get to shoneys till 9. we were SOO lost.. its not even funny. so yeah we ate at shoneys then went downtown carleston south carolina. we saw all thesse monuments.. the bay... these war ships.. submaries.. all kindsa shit. we came back to the hotel and i put pictures online. then we went swimming and well.. i was out where all teh big big waves were and my gmaw was liek "OIEFIUFIYEGYU! GET AWAY. COME IN. YOUR GONNA DROWN". so i got bitchy. stopped swimming. and just layed out for a long time. and i didnt get any tanner. damnit. we came up stairs ang kinda chilled for an hour. brett & dad went to the fishin dock but mum and i went looking at stores. i went in a surfer store. a skater store. and suvenior shops. there was the really pretty guy with a nirvana shirt on... YUM YUM. yeah so then i ate subway and we went to the fishing dock with dad and brett. omg like 4 people caught sharks.... some stingray.. and fishies.. DUUUDE ON THE FREAKKING FISHING DOCK THERE WAS THE SEXIEST GUY EVER. HE WAS A SURFER.. ABOUT 14... AND WEARING A "NOFX" SHIRT. DAMN SEXXY. i wanted him. ahhaha. okay im going insane with all these sexy guys down here. EEK! so yeah the we went back to the hotel around.. 10... now im here. YEY?! okay yeah ill be on myspace the rest of the night.
DAY 4-
uhmm for breakfast we went to the "lost dog" cafe. it was really cute.. had so many dog pics and stuff. hardley ate there tho because i didnt like the kind of food they had. to much weird sounding stuff. then we pretty much just drove around all day. kinda boring? yeah. i know. so we came back to the place thing.. hotel.. and we were looking at shells on the beach.. and i went under the pier and i found one burried in the sand. MG it was HUGEE! its one of those shells that if u put ur ear to it... well u can ehear the ocean.. anyways. its like 3 times the size of my hand! yeah so we all came back to the hotel and showered then wen out to dinner. we had dinner st some piratey place! like everything in theere was real pirate stuff!! like seriously!! pirate coians.. guns.. etc. and omg my mean was huge. like i had... crab soup / spagetti / 2 things of bread / crem brule [spelling?] yeah i felt so sick.. i threw up a little.. but oh well... then we went and got my uncle some corona.. haha.. we came back to the hotel and i had like 3 hours to myself.. YEY everyone was doenstairs getting drunk while i sat upstairs on the computer. and now.. im here.. typing this... omg brett is so fucking drunk its kinda funny.. and dads sitting on the balcony getting drunk.. wow.. dude i wonder what corona tastes like. i wannnt someeeeeeeeeee. haha but im not going to. because im good. lol. well yeah ill type more tomorrow.
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WJFOJWHEF. COLOMBIAA SOUTh CAROLINNA
Aug. 13th, 2006 | 11:19 pm
I Am: south caroloina hotel.
I Feel:
tired
I'm Listning To: none
haha we are in "colombia", south carolina. HEHE. reminds me of good ol nic. aww i lovve him. im in the hotel... on their compuuter.. MWhahA. im badassing it :D SOO. okay well we're in south carolina, liek i said. were like 2 hours fromt he coast. tomorrow morning were driving to the coastt. and were gonna stay at a hotel on the beach. so im gonna tak pics of the the sun rising over the beach. HOW AWESOME WILL THAT BE? pretty awesome.. YEAH. so i ran on the hotels tredmil for like.. half an hour? yeha. im definitly out of shape!! BLEHCK. :| and im tired to, so im gonna go take a shower, brush my teeth, etc, then go to bedd!!!!!!!
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Havent Updated For A While...
Aug. 9th, 2006 | 08:09 pm
I Am: In My Room.
I Feel:
tired
I'm Listning To: Haligh, Haligh, a lie, Haligh - Bright Eyes
so basiccly.. i havent updated this in forever!! uhhm like forever ago. ill start where i left off. i hung out with ian. we went to myy house and watched a rob zombie movie! [house of 1000 corpses]. then we walked over to cassie's and got cassie & sam. us 4 all walked on the trail for like 10 min then we all went home. ian an di hung out at my house a while then hungout outside. thehe. then we took the looser home. so my last entry was about nic and i breakking up. yeah - were still broken up.but like 5 days after we broke up we hungout together. It was actually a really fun time. at first we were at his moms for a while with his family.. but then we went out for lunch or w/e. after lunch we went to his grandparents. omg it's SOO hott out there.. so we hungout inside by the fan for a while.. just sorta talking about everything that was going on. and then we went swimming in the lakey thing :] which was fun. then we went to nic's mom house again and we had a "goodbye" dinner for nic since he was leaving for canada in 2 days. omg his grandma got soo drunk! it was hillarious! omg "one time when i was in florida" i thought i could have shitted myself. SPEAKING OF SHIT.. lol.. sorry you dont understand. anywhoreee.. so he left and i stayed after a while and hung with jace.. just talking to him about nic. so then my mom shows up.. yeah then i go home. the next day nic leaves :[ hmm.. oh well. while hes in canada he is supposed to decide wether or not he wants to go back out or not. okay so ayways. then the other day i hunggout with REILLLY! i met her at the green and then we walked over to anddiees. andie had to clean so reirei and i walked to maggies! it was the first time i saw maggie ALL summer. i love her soo miuch! so yeah... we hung out with maggie for a few hours when maggies mom said we could have a "parety" yeyy! so yeah me and reilly went to go get adie & cody while maggie cleand up. we 3 hunggout by the greeb on the gazeebo thingy for a while. tehhe. then we went to maggie ans we had fun. pizzaa.. mt dew.. spazzms... hehee... it was fun. i went home with reilly and spent the night. we were on the phone with larry for a while.. then sam for like EVER. then cody till like 4 am. i honestly feel so sorry for cody. he loved andie soo much.. and.. aww. then we painted our nails and stuffs.. hehe my nails were all rannbow! how cool? then the next morning when we woke up we met chris & cody at starbucks. omg it was the first time i saw chris all summer.. i was soooo gad damn happy.. lol! well then reilly step mom drove us over to terrace park and we went swmmmming in the river. at first it was only these people: sam larry cody hris reilly & i. we all got there and swam for a while. then chris and i kinda went off on our own for a while.. talked about stuff... omg.. you seriously dont believe how happy he made me. hehe. then more people showed up: cassie andie jamaar. then some unwelcomed people came too... drew alex and conner. there was then like 384573 people there. it was amazingly fun. but alex.. i swear to god.. hes suh a fucking douche bag. anywayss... so on the way walking back from the lake.. i got even happier... [cant exaclty say why]. uhmm i went home with reilly for like 20 min then her dad picked us up.. and dropped me off inhyde park. yeyy! ok so like 2 days later i hunggout with emily. we first came to hyde park and went swimming at mt.lookout swim club. then after mtlookout we went to the square and ate graeters. we walked around some stores. OMG in hyde bark.. the had the cutest dogs for sale.. i thought i could have cried! then we went back to my grandmas and my mom was there. then my mom took us to teeh mall! i got some black vans with white polka dots.. and a delias shirt abd a FAMOUS STARS AND STRAPS! emily got a shirt too lol. we ate pizza then left. my mom dropped us off at dair queen where we soon met ian. ian emily & i walked around mariemont for a while then eventually stopped at bel tower and stayed there for liek an hour. then us 3 walked to emilys house adnd hung there. OMG emily sprayed shaving cream at me.. and it hit ian too.. so ian was like "EHFIU" picked up the shaving cream and sprayed it ALLL OVER emily. it was hillarious!!!!!! there was shaving cream everywhere! hahah. then around 10 emily and i walked ian back home. once we got home i called chris and talked to him for a while.. and then we went to bed. my mom picked me up at like 930 in the morning.. bleh. my little sister just got back home from disney world.. wooww?! lol. ok. so yeaterday i went to emily house. we went to mios and well... whil ei was eating i saw larry sam and cody.. ran out there and about spazzed. i love them. ok so cody + anger = not good. anywhores.. then walking back to emilys house we saw tyler. which madee me happy to. then maggie came to emilys housee YEY. we walked up to starbucks and we saw tyler sam jamaar and some other people that we all love. it was like so many lovely people in 1 day!! wow!! haha. then we went back to emilys house latter latter and hanna came over at like 11pm. we walked to the bridge [ in back of te jr high \ to get her lol. emily squealed like a baby! how funny. anywho yeah emily stayed till like 12? 1? i dunno. when hanna left emeily went to bed. maggie and i talked to hanna on the phone. THENN MAGGIE CALLED IAN. SAYING "STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS. JUST BECAUSE IM MOVING TO A DIFFERENT STATE DOESNT MEAN I CANT HURT YOU!" HAHAHH! yeah. lovely hu? then we called sam cody and larry and sam was like "uhm. we are all at the tennis courts by emilys. we'll just meet u outside". so they came to emilys house at like 2am! ahah. it was really sad.. sam and cosy crying.. but larry was happy lol. so i took over for cody and maggie tried to take over with sam. then omg.. the police car came and drove by at like 2:40am.. omg i almost shitted myself. cody whought we were seriously in trouble. lol. but eventually the lovely 3 people left anf maggie and i went back to emilys house. she was dead asleep. lol. so maggie and i stayed up talking like all these serious deep conversations till almost 5am. LOL! and we ate crackers. YUM. ok then in the morning emily went to tennis from like.. 7am-11am. when she got back we went to wendysss. when we were leaving wendys we saw sam at the kwik-e-mart.. and he was like "COME HEREEEEEEE!" so... we did. larry was there to.. larry got to drive.. heheh. well then sam had us walk bak to wendys with him.. so yeah. then he told me how chris was running to emilys to give me my ipod and studded belt.. so we all went back to emilys... we alled sam and he came over. he and chris. we hung around emilys house a little.. hris was drinking hersheys chocolate out of a wine glass.. and then sam and chris were jumping on the roof.. wow. then we walked over to the elementary.. and they played football. maggie & emily VS. sam & chris. yeah i betwe know who won. anywhore then i had to go.. damnn i left the lovely people :[ yeahh so i got to my grandmas and now im with erin. shes leaving any minute though. ok sooooooooooo. i miss nic ALOT. im sick of drama. and i wanna go home. im gonna wrap this baby up........... BYE BYE --kelsi--
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We're Over.
Jul. 28th, 2006 | 08:46 pm
I Am: Kitchen.
I Feel:
depressed
I'm Listning To: Strings - Blink182
Nic & I...
Were done for good
We broke up
Were done for good
We broke up
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Lately...
Jul. 28th, 2006 | 10:20 am
I Am: Living Room
I Feel:
bored
I'm Listning To: Nothing. Im Watching Mr & Mrs Smith.
Well...Warped Tour was fucking amazing. I got to see Aiden, Senses Fail, Billy Talent, Silverstein, AFI, a shit load more of people. I heard The Aademy Is, Motion City Soundtrack, The Pink Spiders, Anti-Flag. I dont know... more people lol. Nic kept pushing me into the mosh pits, causing me to get trampled. Hehe, serisouly if it werent for Larry.. I might be dead! There were all kinds of "O" pits and shit. Haha... I think Aiden was the most intense one. Then Nic & Ali & I hung out in the VIP section for a little bit... Hehe, Ali and I were liek bouncing the phone on the table & stuffs, lol. it was really funny. Also, I think i porbably had like 7 or 8 powerades. I got dehydrated every like.. 5 minutes. Ali and I had a water fight in the bathroom, OMG it was like... YEYY.. WATER!! I saw Jade from AFI... OH DIO MIO! That thing is one sexy little beastling. Then when Billy Talent was playing, it was just Nic, Ali, & I... Ali and I heard a song we liked... both liek looked at eachother and ran off to the stage without Nic.. haha it was hillarious. There were so many times that everyone like split up and.. gahh! I wanted so badley to see Underoath, The Spill Canvas [i was told they would be there.. but I didnt see them on the schedule :(], Armore For Sleep, and Hellogoodybe.. BUT I DIDNT!! GAH!!
Okay yesterday, I went to Ian's house at liek 10:15ish. We hungout some more, watched more of the Blink-182 movies stuff. It's atually really really cool. Uhmmm, I took over the school pictures [big piture] from 7th & 8th. Looked at how everyone chanegd and stuff. It was entertaining. OH MY GOD.. then one time we were in the middle of making a video.. and well I kept cracking up histerically... then all of a sudden his mom called. I couldn't control myself so I had to like... run out of his room, almost crying from laughing so hard. Haha! Then the dumbass tryed to do some skate trick while we were on our way to the library and like.. toaly fucked it up, heh. Then we had story time in the library.. learned from the Harard Book of health or some dumb shit. Hehe. It was fun.
Came home yesterday. Talked to Alex about some stuff, talked to Ali alot about some stuff, yeah. Kinda got really pissed at Ian, but I'm over that now. You can't stay mad forever. Uhmm yeah yesterday was pretty much boring once I got home. Anywho.. Now today I've doen nothing really. Straightened everything out with Ian, talked to Alex some, watched Mr & Mrs Smith, and realzed that Myspace was down [no fair]. Yeah Im gonna go finish watching some movies, maybe call Nic or whatshisface. Who knows.
-Kelsi-
Okay yesterday, I went to Ian's house at liek 10:15ish. We hungout some more, watched more of the Blink-182 movies stuff. It's atually really really cool. Uhmmm, I took over the school pictures [big piture] from 7th & 8th. Looked at how everyone chanegd and stuff. It was entertaining. OH MY GOD.. then one time we were in the middle of making a video.. and well I kept cracking up histerically... then all of a sudden his mom called. I couldn't control myself so I had to like... run out of his room, almost crying from laughing so hard. Haha! Then the dumbass tryed to do some skate trick while we were on our way to the library and like.. toaly fucked it up, heh. Then we had story time in the library.. learned from the Harard Book of health or some dumb shit. Hehe. It was fun.
Came home yesterday. Talked to Alex about some stuff, talked to Ali alot about some stuff, yeah. Kinda got really pissed at Ian, but I'm over that now. You can't stay mad forever. Uhmm yeah yesterday was pretty much boring once I got home. Anywho.. Now today I've doen nothing really. Straightened everything out with Ian, talked to Alex some, watched Mr & Mrs Smith, and realzed that Myspace was down [no fair]. Yeah Im gonna go finish watching some movies, maybe call Nic or whatshisface. Who knows.
-Kelsi-
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Yesteray.
Jul. 25th, 2006 | 07:57 am
I Am: livingroom
I Feel:
tired
I'm Listning To: SNAKES ON A PLANNE.
Yesterday i hung out with Ian.
We watched like the "Blink-182 Urethia 2" or whatever it's called.
It was hillarious! I never realized how funny Tom Delounge was!
Uhmm. It was funny though..
I wasn't tupposed to be there... & his grandma came home early...
So i had to liek hide then be snuck out.
I as fucking scared shitless.
Then I met up with Hanna & Mauura.
We went into the Mariemont Inn or whatever.. hehe
OH YEAH. Hanna got new hair. I Like it alot heh.
Uhhhm
Then we went to starshmucks.
And we all got this Strawberry drink.
I went with them back to Hanna's for a few.
Then I left because they were going to Matt's.
YEAHH.
I gtg. because now im going to the pool lol.
Love
K3lSi_d0OdLe.
We watched like the "Blink-182 Urethia 2" or whatever it's called.
It was hillarious! I never realized how funny Tom Delounge was!
Uhmm. It was funny though..
I wasn't tupposed to be there... & his grandma came home early...
So i had to liek hide then be snuck out.
I as fucking scared shitless.
Then I met up with Hanna & Mauura.
We went into the Mariemont Inn or whatever.. hehe
OH YEAH. Hanna got new hair. I Like it alot heh.
Uhhhm
Then we went to starshmucks.
And we all got this Strawberry drink.
I went with them back to Hanna's for a few.
Then I left because they were going to Matt's.
YEAHH.
I gtg. because now im going to the pool lol.
Love
K3lSi_d0OdLe.
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Fighting + Other Crap.
Jul. 23rd, 2006 | 04:15 pm
I Am: my room. again
I Feel:
relaxed
I'm Listning To: FACE DOWN - RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS.
We fought. Again. I'm so sick of it! Every little thing I always have to explode and wreck eveything. Yeah I know you get pissed when I say it's my fault but guess what? Today it was my fault. I blew up about the warped tour plans. So theres no way you can blame it on yourself this time. Ughh. Why am I so... paranoid? So bitchy...? It's the complete truth. I just wish people would have the balls to me to my face. Because these days theres hardley any honest people anymore. I only trust 2 people... Maggie & Nic. But now I'm starting to wonder with Nic... he doesn't trust me so why should I trust him? Also, Nic why can't you see that I love you. I really really do. But you never act like you know that and always seem to disagree with it. UHMM. Yeah I just don't like today. You know what, I don't like alot of days. Sometimes... I wish I had a time machine so I could just go back. Go back to 10 months ago and make sure everything would stay happy the whole time and not get aw ful. Go back to the begining of the year and make Maggie decide not to go to boarding school. Go back and fix everything I've ever done wrong [dang that would be alot]. But that's impossibly. So I guess I have to live with all the shit I've done. I guess the guilt's just the way of teaching you not to fuck up again. But if its supposed to make you not do things again then why do I still keep fucking it all up? Why is my brain more ab-normal then others?! God. Okay. All I wish I could have right now is some alone time with him... to talk everything over... fix it all. Just about 4 hours would be perfect. It'd give me time to explain everything. Try to solve all the shit going on. UGH. Maybe Saturday or Sunday. When we hanggout. IF he even wants to hanggout anymore.
OKAY. i wrote that way earlier today when I was extremely mad. Anyways now Im not. Today I have been THE bigeest bum. seriously. Ive talked to a total of two people on the phone [E&I] oh and hanna i trryed calling like 4 times but your phone was busy. But anyways now myspace is down and its making me upset. myspace is my life. BLEH. Oh well. ive got xanga and livejournal for a reason now dont i? oh well. im going to go talk to ali.. because i love her.. alot...
Love.
k3lsi d00dle.
OKAY. i wrote that way earlier today when I was extremely mad. Anyways now Im not. Today I have been THE bigeest bum. seriously. Ive talked to a total of two people on the phone [E&I] oh and hanna i trryed calling like 4 times but your phone was busy. But anyways now myspace is down and its making me upset. myspace is my life. BLEH. Oh well. ive got xanga and livejournal for a reason now dont i? oh well. im going to go talk to ali.. because i love her.. alot...
Love.
k3lsi d00dle.
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Randomness
Jul. 22nd, 2006 | 11:55 pm
I Am: My Room.
I Feel:
tired
I'm Listning To: Promise - Matchbox Romance
--i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy--
^that song... its pretty much amazing. makes me think alot too. anyways speaking of thinking.. ive done alot of it in the past like 2 hours. what the fuck is the point of having a livejournal!? i mean honestly... all it will do is make people pissed or more. its pathetic. i might get back on here... but im actually thiking of getting a private xanga and just writing everything there.. so no one else can read wtf i have to say. BLEH.
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy--
^that song... its pretty much amazing. makes me think alot too. anyways speaking of thinking.. ive done alot of it in the past like 2 hours. what the fuck is the point of having a livejournal!? i mean honestly... all it will do is make people pissed or more. its pathetic. i might get back on here... but im actually thiking of getting a private xanga and just writing everything there.. so no one else can read wtf i have to say. BLEH.
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My Birthday
Jul. 22nd, 2006 | 09:14 am
I Am: grandmas house
I Feel:
blah
I'm Listning To: none.
Okay... so it's my birthday today. No one even really cares. I dont even care! Yeah kinda sad. Im more excited about whats to come in 4 days... WARPED TOUR. Im going with: My mom - My Stepdad - Nic - Andie - Maybe Cody - Ali - & Sam. WOOHOO. People I love.
yeah im gonna go back and checkm y myspace now. hehe
yeah im gonna go back and checkm y myspace now. hehe
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First Entry.
Jul. 21st, 2006 | 01:35 pm
I Am: Grandmas House
I Feel:
blah
I'm Listning To: Sunsets & Car Crashes - The Spill Canvas
Okay so I've never had a live journel type thing. I've always heard about them.. like in the "emo kid" song.. so i decided I'd check it out. It seems pretty cool so far but knowing me I'll forget all about it. Haha!
Well anyways... add me on myspace!
- www.myspace.com/howie7 -
Well anyways... add me on myspace!
- www.myspace.com/howie7 -
